As helicopters circled overhead, sirens descended on her suburb, and people ran screaming down her street on December 14, Mary felt a grim sense of deja vu.

That was when I knew there was something seriously wrong – again, she says, her eyes brimming with tears.

Mary - who did not want to give her real name - was at the Westfield Bondi Junction shopping centre last April when six people were stabbed to death by a man in psychosis, a tragedy still fresh for many.

Findings from a coronial inquest into the incident were due to be delivered this week, but were delayed after two gunmen unleashed a hail of bullets at an event marking the start of the Jewish festival of Hanukkah eight days earlier.

Declared a terror attack by police, 15 people were shot and killed, including a 10-year-old girl who still had face paint curling around her eyes.

The first paramedic to confront the bloody scenes at the Chanukah by the Sea event was also the first paramedic on the scene at the Westfield stabbings.

You just wouldn't even fathom that something like this would happen, Mary, originally from the UK, tells the BBC. I constantly tell my family at home how safe it is here.”

This sentiment was echoed by many following the shooting. Australia, known for its relative peace, now finds itself grappling with the harsh reality of violence.

A national day of reflection has concluded, but the recent tragedies have left a lasting impact on the community, which is now physically and mentally scarred.

Bondi is Australia's most famous beach - a globally recognized symbol of its lifestyle. It's also a close-knit community, where the mayor, Will Nemesh, noted that everyone knows someone affected by the December 14 tragedy.

Among the dead was Rabbi Eli Schlanger, a prominent figure in the Jewish community. The first responders faced horrific scenes during the shooting, and many were forced to treat victims who were often also their friends and neighbors.

Health Minister for New South Wales, Ryan Park, expressed the immense psychological burden on healthcare workers who witnessed the aftermath of both tragedies, stating, They've seen things that are like you would see in a war zone… You don't get those images out of your head.”

As the community mourns, fears linger regarding safety and the rise of antisemitism, especially given the recent escalations in vandalism and arson targeting Jewish sites leading up to the attack.

Some in the Jewish community feel that many early warnings about the rise of antisemitic sentiments were ignored, which could have potentially prevented these tragic events.

While support and solidarity have been seen from Australians of all backgrounds, the incident has also sparked anger and discussions about the failures in government to adequately address rising hate and security concerns.

At a memorial service, Rabbi Yehoram Ulman made a plea for unity and action, stating that Sydney must become a beacon of goodness against a backdrop of fear and division.

As discussions continue around prevention and community healing, there is a collective resolve among Bondi residents to not allow fear to dictate their lives or community dynamics.