NEW YORK — On the brink of sentencing, Sean 'Diddy' Combs conveyed a powerful message to federal Judge Arun Subramanian, stating in a reflective letter that he has undergone a profound transformation during his year in jail.
Combs, 55, admitted to being 'broken to my core' and revealed feelings of worthlessness, at times questioning if life was worth living. With a clear mind, free from substance abuse, he expressed a renewed awareness of his wrongdoings prior to his September 2024 arrest and subsequent conviction on two prostitution-related counts.
In his letter, Combs wrote, The old me died in jail and a new version of me was reborn. Prison will change you or kill you – I choose to live.”
A jury acquitted Combs on charges of sex trafficking and racketeering conspiracy in July, avoiding a life sentence, but the prostitution charges carry a potential penalty of up to 10 years.
While his attorneys argue that a year-long incarceration is sufficient punishment, prosecutors advocate for over 11 years in prison.
Combs acknowledged the pain he has caused, specifically addressing incidents with his former girlfriend, Casandra 'Cassie' Ventura, stating regret for his abusive behavior captured on security footage. He emphasized the importance of accountability and expressed sorrow for all those he has hurt.
Reflecting on his journey, he mentioned how therapy has helped him confront his past, and he highlighted his work teaching a six-week business course for inmates, coming full circle from his once reckless lifestyle. He mentioned his commitment to sobriety and change, having gone clean for the first time in 25 years.
As he approaches sentencing, Combs passionately appealed for leniency not only for himself but for the well-being of his family, including his 84-year-old mother and seven children, whom he has been absent from during his jail time. He described the conditions of his incarceration as inhumane and expressed fear at the prospect of further separation from his loved ones.
Combs concluded by pleading with the judge to see him as a testament to the possibility of redemption, promising to honor any second chances afforded to him.